* Sunday, February 23, 2003*

hmmmz...today...
finally i went back to church...
to tell ya e truth ppl..
*i totally missed u all so so so much...!!*
anywayz..its kinda nice being able to go bac...
its so great to be up dere today..!
i cant imagin myself absent frm church even one more day...
though, howeva, its not as if anyone will miss me....
dere.. well well...anw..
howeva hard it may seem to kip goin on..
day by day..
im so glad i haf u all my frenz...
its definitely GOD's blessing...
to haf all of u my friends...

i've been feelin kinda weary lately..
frankly speakin,
i dun realli noe watz up wif me these dayz..
mabbe ann n debra u can understd it ....
it hurts so much sumtimes..
i juz wonder how long i can take it...
its tormenting..argh...

well..besides tht..
i feel tht my spiritual walk wif God is so stagnant..
once a fren told me...
tht a relationship wif God is lik a steep slope..
its a gradual process of me moving up tht slope...
its a neva-ending process of going upwards...
neva cease to losing tht grip..
cuz once i lose hold...
i wld not be able to hold on to a halt..
but instead i'll juz fall backwards...fast...
its frightening.....
lik a rollarcoaster...
i'll be on a thrill ride tht will take me screaming n bring me down..
help me God..
to rest assure tht i'll stay by ur side..
neva leave me to fall..

tis short prayer is for all who feels lost n are in times of trouble
...or situations tht make u feel helpless...

"Dear Lord...
i ask n pray tht u will be wif all those whose hearts are feelin troubled...
reassure them of ur goodness..
n draw close to them..
encouraging n strengthen them in ur faith..
n tis i pray tht u'll bless them alwayz..Amen."

SATURDAY
had trainin tis morn...
PT...
got punished first tink in the morn cuz we were late...
made to run rounds...
but stil it was quite fun..
hahaz...
aft tht i went town to meet e klass for a klass outing...
ann n debra n i went to take pics first!!
i so love the 3 of us!!
anw i love the shots tht we took..
its so meaningful n dear gals i neva forget u ppl...

aft tht i visited Chapel of the Holy Spirit..
thot tht the worship was great...
the svc was realli gud too..
well i left them to haf dinner together n headed home...
toked alot on e fone wif kexin..
dear gal dun worri abt me ya..
frm ur tone u sounded realli stressed up..
take kare n cheer up ya?


p.s. anw coffee i read ur blog..
thx for being such a nice fren..
im okay..=) smile alwayz..
Tas_anne @ Sunday, February 23, 2003